February 2012
68 posts
Puffy eyes.
So i just woke up feeling like shit once again. Last night as i was already in a crappy mood.. Parent fought all night , fucking one of the worse nights of my life. The shit that they say to eachother especially my dad.. why the fuck would you say those type of things. Yelling across the room, stomping around, slamming things around, cries, slamming the door..i could even hear them argue...
NTS:
DO NOT EXPRESS HOW YOU FEEL TO ANYONE. Don’t let out whats bothering you to anyone and stick to venting on tumblr. Because if i do i will feel the same fucking shit, being put down. Most likely because its my fault, and no one can accept me for who i am. My insecurities and flaws will piss everyone off. And then i’ll just end up being bitter and be harsh on myself for being a fuck...
I feel fucking awesome! When I'm able to open up I...
GYM GYM GYM GYM
YESSSSS im back to going to gym! I actually enjoy going to the gym.
Im going to lose all of my fat, tone myself up and get stronger (: Im looking forward to being healthier and be more energetic throughout my day.
And im also taking kickboxing etc. classes with the idiot soon :3
MUST EAT HEALTHIER. One of the hardest thing to do.
MY GOAL: 3 months.
& only me.
imnotkorean asked: One day I'll fly away. Good song. I washed my penis really well today
tnyd asked: OMG TELL ME ABOUT IT. He ate all the rest of the food. Fuck, fried cunt and then scabbed tony's smokes.... annoying as.
He's back. Everyone is back.
But I feel so useless, I keep crying even more on things that I feel like I’m incapable of dealing with.. And it gets worse. All I hear is how shit I am what I dont do enough of and what I should’ve done and could’ve done but didn’t..
Now i feel like this with everyone.How about my value ? Or my qualities that makes me who I am? Then I feel like there’s no...
A dozen roses: $12
a box of chocolates: $10
a happy valentines day card: $2
still having $24 dollars because you're single: priceless.
“You’re not weak. Your life is not defined by a letter grade, a dress size, your...”
– Chris Colfer (via anxious-hearts)
Last year on valentines day.. My mummy saw me...
This year I bought myself chocolates and ate them before I left the store tehe
2 hours and a half before I have to wake up for...
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tnyd asked: Hi bitch.. I never heard from you since Saturday night..hope you didn't get raped. LOL
Sometimes I miss my friends who always acknowledge...
Like getting a random call ’ Hey get ready, I’m on my way over to yours now’ having no choice but to follow along and go get a kebab.. And shit ..Like the old days…and go 24 hr Kmart to buy nothing
Finding our way back because we're supposed to :T
Scared to cry or else I'll feel seriously sick...
So I deactivated my Facebook so I don’t get distracted… Ugh it’s only been 2 days.. My goal is one month and hopefully within the one month I begin to feel better unless I really need it to contact someone then that’s just gonna fuck things up. Can’t get the feeling that he’ll have all these girls after him on his Facebook and blah blah blah . I don’t know...
sigh i was wondering why my day felt so dull, and...
Wow… he’s really good at this…